An Apology

The broken

I said I’m sorry but you still don’t believe me

I know I have hurt you

I know I have done you wrong

I know I have tormented your world

I know I have made you hate mankind

I know I lied to you, I told you not to worry.

I know you have asked me countless times who this person was

I lied and said he’s my cousin

I lied and said he’s my buddy, my closest male friend

I lied and said he’s a guy who offered me a lift non-else

So I was the Makhwapheni

The moment I found out I was the Makhwapheni.

He came up to me, hit me with the best line, all smiles and knees weaken. I’m taken to another world that no man can explain. I’m flattered by this nice gentleman, his eyes, smile, teeth, those looks, he’s just unbelievable. He's a smooth talker; he wants nothing but simple friendship. Well; why not, I can be friends.

Three years later he confesses his love, I'm what he's been looking for all these years, he says. “You're the best friend a guy could ever have, how about we turn this relationship into a romantic one.” Without hesitation, we started dating. The guy was just too ‘perfect’, I’ve seen his flaws, knew his past and judging from our friendship I quite liked him. I fell for him so hard.