Refuge in my thoughts.

A place we all hide in, to erase the true notion of existence.

The world we create to wipe out the true meaning of existence with no pain, no disappointments, just a mirage of goodness. A world where all existence is perfect, with no dent of pain and tears. A world so perfect that fairy tales have not found a way of describing it. A world so perfect that its entire species are in perfect harmony. A world so perfect that no speck of dust have dirtied it. A safe haven in one’s thoughts.

I escape to my thoughts for I’m afraid of how I feel

I escape to my thoughts for I’m afraid of how I look

I escape to my thoughts for I’m afraid of how I’m perceived

I escape to my thoughts for I’m afraid of the outside

I escape to my thought for I’m afraid of the other

I escape to my thought for that’s where my sanity lies

I escape to my thoughts for I do not know yet who I am

I escape to my thoughts for I do not know yet how to be

I escape to my thought for the world is so foreign and void  

I escape to my thoughts for that’s where my sanity lies

I escape to my thoughts for that’s where I can be who I want to be

I can be the king of my castle, the heroine of world, the ultimate perfection of my existence

I escape to my thoughts for all that is around me is so foreign and cold

So pretentious and empty

So painful, with scars that even medical surgery cannot heal

I escape to my thoughts for this world is beyond perfect.

For all its existence is of perfection, for all that is truly is.

I escape to my thoughts for what lies ahead I can predict.

I escape to my thoughts for I can erase what I do not want

I escape to my thoughts for I’m the author of my path

I escape to my thought for the road is all-smooth

I escape to my thoughts for all roads have been calculated accordingly

I escape to my thoughts for the scripts has been written to my comfort

I escape to my thought for all is well, that is the true name of existence

For all is well, that is the true nature of things

For all is well that is the true identity of the world

For all is well that is how all is supposed to be

I escape to my thoughts for I do not want to dent my world

For I do not want to erase the true meaning of existence

For I have created a world full of all rainbow coloured risks.

For all is what it seems like in my world

I escape to my thoughts for I know I can be

I escape to my thoughts for perfection is what we all seek.

Finding Refuge in one’s thoughts.

T-Angelz Creations

By: T. Sibiya